weekend!

Why when we know we have to fast its so much harder? But usually..i never even eat after midnight? haha. its a mental thing, i guess. Well tomorrow i get my full body scan to see if the cancer has spread..or if the chemo is working i guess? Wish me luck!

I am excited for this weekend..after my scan, my friend from saipan who I've known since i was in the 5th grade & spent almost everyday with for about 3 years who I haven't seen since 8th grade which was like 6 to 7 years is coming to pick me up & we are going to catch up. I am so so excited!!! I remember always going to subway with her after school, or go to her house & make s'mores just waiting to go to swim practice. Or hotel nights at royal orchid on Guam or going to the mall in our oversized SSC (saipan swim club) tees & our bathing suits just underneath right after we finished a meet. Aah..the good ol days..when i had no worries.. I think when Cambria turns 4 or 5 i'll put her to swim practice..& even if she doesnt love it as i did or decided to swim professional..i think living on an island you must know how to swim..its only practical..dont you think?

Saturday..we are going to head over to my cousin Donna's house & my other cousins from Vegas will be coming over too. So i cant wait for that as well..this weekend will be enjoyable!

Cambria is yelling at me right now..so i have to get off!

with love, ba