Im so sick of being sick!! yes...i am very lucky..i haven't gotten sick til now..but why does it have to be now?A lot of people say im strong..but no i dont think so... I've just been lucky & blessed to not experience such sickness associated with my treatment. & though...earlier i vomited & had a bad headache... i say im a baby... i can't imagine going through this on a daily basis as some people do. I really look up to those people (like my auntie ancha') who become so sick..have to go to the emergency room a couple of times...but come out of it happy..i think if i was her i would be soo soo very much depress! Just this last treatment i experienced something called "chemo fog"... people asked me before if i experienced it, but no..not until this week... Chemo fog.. is like forgetting what you were about to say just as you were going to say it..or reading a sentence over & over again...& still not understanding what you are reading. Some could say thats my beya-ness...but i definitely didnt feel like myself.. so i couldn't even read an article in a magazine during my clinic treatment.
i was really looking forward to this weekend & upcoming week... we have a 5/6 hr drive to San Fransisco tomorrow...that i am definitely not looking forward to! But hopefully the ride will be worth it... im excited to see the golden gate bridge...something california is known for! Then we will go over to san jose for auntie lori's birthday! Also dita is coming over on monday! yay!!!!
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Beng, you are very fortunate.. I remember when my dad had cancer, we were in and out of the hospital.. but he too did not experience the common side effects of chemo. You are blessed with family and friends that continue to keep you in their prayers... I'm glad it hasn't gotten worse. We love you and in our prayers you will remain. Stay strong always!
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